Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
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12:33 am
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i cant even relate to anyone i used too.
ive changed.
im not really mad or anything im just done with this journal.
leave me a comment if you want a number to get in contact with me.
if not, i don't even live near taylor anymore, so i probably wont see you again.
have a nice life
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Monday, August 29th, 2005
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11:50 am - she makes me better than anything ive tried (its in her kiss)
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Struggling and it's not fun. No job, no place to stay, no money, no hope, no light, no chance.
But maybe I can still make it. My friends picked me back up when everything got fucked up.
Now one of them won't even talk to me and I don't know why.
Oh well. Anyone looking for roomates?
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Wednesday, July 13th, 2005
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6:41 pm
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I'm sorry.
I'm still alive.
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Thursday, March 17th, 2005
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10:10 pm - theres no chance we can make it now
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I haven't done a real update in a while. Here's a real update.
New NIN CD comes out soon. Courtney's grandpa died, and she's in New York, and I miss her. It's Saint Patty's day. I've been drinking. My friends from Waterford are coming to party with me. Hawkins isn't, but I'm going to party with him through the weekend.
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Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
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4:39 pm
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2:57 pm
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i figure ill step on a nail
to see what its like to be impaled
i need some pain sometimes
maybe ill hijack a plane
crash it into a building
i can hear the people screaming . . .
crying, dying
yeah i can see what you need
but ill take it all selfishly
i want everything you own
throw all your shit in a pile
start up a motherfucking fire
i see youre life burning . . .
wasting away
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all i got so far
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Tuesday, March 8th, 2005
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10:57 am - i was honest
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The magical mystery tour is coming to take me away.
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Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
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1:21 am - the lizard on the windowpane
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Debt, stress, failing classes, court, debt, stress . . .
I need a drink.
current music: Beatles - Happiness Is a Warm Gun
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Saturday, February 26th, 2005
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3:46 pm
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dont let them see me like this . . .
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2:15 am - Hallowed Be Thy Name
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Sunday, February 20th, 2005
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7:03 pm - today he will heal this boy for 5000 dollars
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Saturday, February 19th, 2005
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11:31 pm - youve fucked up now
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Come on people.
Quit acting like you care.
I don't need your pity. You never even talked to me. If I died you probably wouldn't notice. Sorry to be an asshole, but your fake pity means nothing to me, if you never try to get in contact with me I just assume it as apathy.
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Friday, February 18th, 2005
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1:47 pm
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So I haven't written in forever. Shit is going completely downhill. I owe so many people so much money, I really don't know what to do. My TV, stereo system and my X-Box are sitting in a pawn shop on 8 mile in Detroit, and that's just so I could keep my girlfriend out of jail (the same girlfriend told me "fuck you" yesterday).
School hasn't gotten any better, I'm still fucking up. But at least I've started trying. And I've stopped stealing so much beer from work.
--MY CONCERN IS NOW IN VAIN--
I'm not going to be in these dorms for much longer. It seems like every day I get another letter saying I've done something. Whatever.
What else is there? You people don't seem to give a fuck anyway.
(I ASK YOU PLEASE JUST GIVE US)
5 minutes alone
current music: Pantera - Cemetary Gates
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Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
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10:44 pm
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Death of student probed
Friday, January 2, 2005
BY TOM GANTERT
News Staff Reporter
An Eastern Michigan University student died New Year's Day after drinking a large amount of alcohol and taking drugs, possibly ecstasy, according to police.
Ypsilanti Sgt. John Minzey said Huron Valley Ambulance crews contacted police at 6:13 a.m. Saturday about a possible overdose at Sigma Tau Gamma fraternity in the 600 block of West Cross Street.
Minzey said the 20-year-old man died later at St. Joseph Mercy Hospital.
Jim Vick, EMU vice president for student affairs, identified the student as Keith Cholette. Vick said Cholette's family was at the hospital on Saturday.
Cholette was from Taylor and was living in Ypsilanti while attending EMU.
Police said witnesses told authorities Cholette had consumed a large quality of alcohol, and some witnesses said he took ecstasy.
The witnesses, Minzey said, told them they called for an ambulance after Cholette fell and went into convulsions.
Minzey said an autopsy was performed Saturday, and investigators have ruled out foul play. A toxicology report will be completed in seven to 10 days.
A man who answered the door at the fraternity house Saturday night deferred comment to university officials.
Vick said the university was concentrating on getting counseling set up for students.
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Saturday, January 1st, 2005
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6:15 pm
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Now my stepdad, the man who raised me since I was 6, is in the ER.
Am I being punished for something?
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4:03 pm - for keith . . .
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Making A Cross
Salt in my dreams
Tracks in the bone
I’ve never been dead this long before
Star on the ground
Stepped on the lie
To find myself born inside a stone
I’m making a cross of all you are
And up on the hill I hear your name
I’m making a cross of all you are
And up on the hill I hear your name
I’m making a cross of all you are
It’s never been easy
Salt in my schemes
Dry as a tear
It’s never been easy to know
Frozen in fate
Hooked on a line
I heard you say it could be mine
I’m making a cross of all you are
And up on the hill I hear your name
I’m making a cross of all you are
And up on the hill I hear your name
I’m making a cross of all you are
It’s never been easier
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2:44 pm - sometimes the best go down
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Rest In Piece, Keith.
You were a great guy and deserved a lot better then what came to you. You might have made a few mistakes, but that doesn't change the fact that you were one of the coolest people I knew. When I came to college you helped me make it a home, and whenever I had any problems with anything I knew I could come to you. I'm going to miss randomly stopping by the house to smoke you down and listen to music. I might have dropped out of Sig Tau but you were still a brother to me. 2005 won't be the same without you.
Keith Cholette
October 1984 - December 31st 2004
Student at Eastern Michigan University
Brother of Sigma Tau Gamma
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Friday, December 31st, 2004
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3:48 pm - you thought you pulled the wool over our eyes
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So I'm sitting here, thinking, and I think, "Wouldn't it be nice to see all my friends from Taylor tonight?". Then I realized that I don't have any fucking friends here.
I'm done trying. I wanted to do something tonight for New Year's, but I don't know if I feel like going out to Hazel Park and I don't know of anything local (because you all suck too much cock to stay in contact with me). So I guess I'll be sitting here, playing Diablo 2.
What a great New Year's Eve.
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Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
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2:50 pm
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Take fire out of heaven's clenched fist
cracks slip between my desire
to keep your broken heart bleeding
just hold tight and tell another fucking joke
to pacify the urge for suicide
you know it won't keep waiting
so say goodbye
cause I never want to hear another word
about you and I
you know you never stop
now we started out
just running out
spreading like wings and we are one
I pulled you right out of the gutter
when I could have bee lined
we started out
just running out
spreading like wings
and what were we supposed to do?
You belong to me and what are we supposed to do?
Suck it in, spit it out you know that two's a crowd?
Expectant mother's stillborn baby beauty cries aloud
and tries to tell you what I'm about now
don't you worry about a little thing like this
it only hurts just a bit
I promise I'm going to take you a mile high
so don't you cry 'cause it'll just be
baby baby baby nonstop until the end of the night
so keep your mouth shut
I can tell you're a good fuck
just by the way you wear that innocent look
don't you know that enough is never enough
I made you now you are property I can't discard
current music: Dillinger Escape Plan - Phone Home
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Friday, December 24th, 2004
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1:13 pm - i met a man i shook his hand his name i did not understand he was covered with flies and afterbirth
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I've decided that if you're not me then you are a worthless piece of shit, waste of breath and space, and you should die.
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